Today's Reading: Job, Chapter Twenty-nine
One of the universal traits of the human condition is nostalgia for the good ol' days.
This is especially true if you were on top and had it all.
Of course, another universalism is that nothing stays the same.
Change becomes inevitable and if nothing else, the human body begins to age as it experiences wear and tear through the years.
As we look at Job, he is longing for the past when the world was his oyster. He doesn't list anything negative - it was all good - in contrast to his current predicament.
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| Sometimes our monuments are obvious to everyone but ourselves |
When someone today speaks about their own exploits and goes on and on, I start to question their humility. It may seem to me that they have a need to convince me that they are important. This can often come from poor self-esteem. It can also stem from poor self-awareness.
I once heard of a pastor in my conference who confessed to another minister that he didn't always feel the need to pray the prayer of confession in worship. He was close to retirement and felt that he didn't sin as much as he used to.
Now this is possible and is certainly the goal of United Methodist pastors in sanctification. But even if I felt this (someday?), I would never say it out loud! The sin of pride can be confessed if nothing else.
It could be that Job is not quite as innocent as he claims and may be in denial. Sometimes we have the biggest difficulty in confessing the sins to ourselves. But true growth can only happen when we are honest about where our sticking points are.
As we continue to see Job as a stand-in for the country of Judah during the exile, it is interesting that the critiques of the prophets for why the people went into exile are the very things that Job says that he used to accomplish on a regular basis. Sometimes the donor and the recipient see things a little differently.
How can we cultivate greater self-awareness as we move through Lent?
Prayer for the day:
Write deeply upon our minds, O Lord God, the lesson of your holy word, that the pure in heart may perceive you. Leave us not in the bondage of any sinful inclination. May we neither deceive ourselves with the thought that we have no sin, nor acquiesce idly in anything of which our conscience accuses us. Strengthen us by your Holy Spirit to fight the good fight of faith, and grant that no day may pass without its victory; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
Prayer by Charles John Vaughan, Church of England, 19th Century
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